Racing to find a place for my soul ... Or at least a place that's less familiar

Phoebe sat on the rock next to Spinster and watched the waves lapping at the shore. The pull of the ocean and the call to dive into the waves and just swim away was extremely strong tonight and that unexplainable tie to this island seemed to be fading. She knew she should dive into the water and go home, but something inside her just wasn't ready to do that.

She sighed and let her tail flex a little.

People had been talking to her about things today that she wasn't understanding. And they didn't seem to understand what she was trying to tell them. Well, a couple did, but for the most part it was difficult.

Many people had been swimming with her that last few days and it had been fun to explore things and show people the things she had been finding.

She leaned her head back against the rocks and stared out to sea.



[[OOC: Come play with the Mermaid. This is probably going to be the last big post to play with her in as sometime tomorrow after morning workshops she's going to be turned back into Phoebe. Also, Phoebe is close to being a full mermaid and she has started forgetting things as her heart is hiding from her and she's lacking human emotions and understandings.]]

Phoebe had been swimming around the island again. The earlier conversations had been a mixture of upsetting and relaxing. Barbossa had even sung to her and then had given her rum. It made her feel a little better.

She had talked with River and Jane later and had found out that Jane had lived in interesting historical times and that River was really intrigued by what had happened.

After talking to them, she had decided to swim out further from the island and do some exploring out there. She was now off the coast at Serenity Cove. The lights of the town and the school were tiny spots in the darkness, and she kept looking over her shoulder as she swam out to darker water and explored.

She would hear if anyone called for her, though.




[[OOC: Come play with MerPhoebe. Responses may be slow as the heat has made me really tired and ill. But there will be responses.]]

Phoebe hadn't slept much the night before as she kept thinking about the argument between her and Cole. She had spent a lot of time staring out the window and trying to work things out in her mind.

He couldn't be honest with her or trust her. He was hiding things from her.

When morning came, she made plans to meet Lana after the other girl's First Aid workshop and she packed a bag to take out to Selkie Cove.

She had chosen Selkie because it was her favourite place on the island. The water was beautiful and the rocks there made a nice place to sit and think.

And think she did, staring at a folded piece of paper in her hand.

She had found the spell in the Book Of Shadows a few weeks ago. She had kept it with her, not sure she could use it.

She was sure, now.

Last night had made the decision for her. She needed to know the truth.



[[For lovelylana]]