Do You Have To A Virgin To Be A Nun?
Sep. 22nd, 2005 06:25 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sensethevisions[[OOC: Any spelling or grammar errors are due to the very large bottle of tequila that Phoebe is drowning her sorrows in while writing.]]
No seriously, I'm thinking of becoming a nun. Convent here I come. `Cuz, you know, it's gotta be much more simple to figure out what's going on in a convent than it is here. I'm not kidding.
Let's see, in the last 24-48 hours, my world has been turned upside down on more than one occasion.
-- Told more than once, by more than one person that I am in danger.
-- Got someone that I care about deeply kicked out of his home because he was trying to help protect me.
-- Got into a fight with an old friend after calling her up to get a special package from her for someone. Paid for it just fine. Got into fight because I wasn't interested in anything else she had to offer.
-- Went to an all girls party because Maia asked me to be there. While there, I watched Evelyn and Fred get very friendly, discovered something about myself I didn't know, and found out I had a long lost sister.
-- Stayed up all night
-- Went to Journalism class, saw the Boss in a clown outfit (I don't think my retnas will ever be the same), apologized to Jayne for vanishing last night, assured him that I had found what I promised I would find.
-- Went to Geology, aced the quiz
-- Went to Study Hall ... found myself on the receiving end of a atomic attack of words and screaming from Maia because I was talking to Belthazor. We were talking! It's not like we were having hot monkey sex on the tables for crying out loud! He thought I looked rough and he was asking me if I was okay. Maia called me a bitch and a liar and then Paige (my new sister) kept asking me what I had told him! All I had the chance to say was that I had had a rough night and that's when Maia started screaming at me. Then...then I started crying in front of everyone. I said sorry to Belthazor and just ran away to the dorm.
-- Belthazor came to check on me to make sure I was okay. I cried some more and then asked him to go talk to Piper and let her know I was okay. I think he stayed with me until I fell asleep.
-- Came down from my room after I woke up, only to find that Jayne thinks I ditched him.
*headdesk*
So see, a convent. A convent would be easier.
I wonder if Professor Jerusalem would be willing to write me an excuse from the rest of my classes today? I just don't think I could handle them today. I have so much I need to work through. That, and I just could not handle another day of someone I care about tearing into me for doing the wrong thing, nor having my new sister grill me or walk out on me again.
I hope Belthazor found Piper and was able to reassure her that I'd be alright. I don't want her to be worried about me. She has got to be just as confused and betrayed about us having another sister and Grams keeping it from us.
How could Grams do that? How could she not tell us that we had another sister out there somewhere?
No seriously, I'm thinking of becoming a nun. Convent here I come. `Cuz, you know, it's gotta be much more simple to figure out what's going on in a convent than it is here. I'm not kidding.
Let's see, in the last 24-48 hours, my world has been turned upside down on more than one occasion.
-- Told more than once, by more than one person that I am in danger.
-- Got someone that I care about deeply kicked out of his home because he was trying to help protect me.
-- Got into a fight with an old friend after calling her up to get a special package from her for someone. Paid for it just fine. Got into fight because I wasn't interested in anything else she had to offer.
-- Went to an all girls party because Maia asked me to be there. While there, I watched Evelyn and Fred get very friendly, discovered something about myself I didn't know, and found out I had a long lost sister.
-- Stayed up all night
-- Went to Journalism class, saw the Boss in a clown outfit (I don't think my retnas will ever be the same), apologized to Jayne for vanishing last night, assured him that I had found what I promised I would find.
-- Went to Geology, aced the quiz
-- Went to Study Hall ... found myself on the receiving end of a atomic attack of words and screaming from Maia because I was talking to Belthazor. We were talking! It's not like we were having hot monkey sex on the tables for crying out loud! He thought I looked rough and he was asking me if I was okay. Maia called me a bitch and a liar and then Paige (my new sister) kept asking me what I had told him! All I had the chance to say was that I had had a rough night and that's when Maia started screaming at me. Then...then I started crying in front of everyone. I said sorry to Belthazor and just ran away to the dorm.
-- Belthazor came to check on me to make sure I was okay. I cried some more and then asked him to go talk to Piper and let her know I was okay. I think he stayed with me until I fell asleep.
-- Came down from my room after I woke up, only to find that Jayne thinks I ditched him.
*headdesk*
So see, a convent. A convent would be easier.
I wonder if Professor Jerusalem would be willing to write me an excuse from the rest of my classes today? I just don't think I could handle them today. I have so much I need to work through. That, and I just could not handle another day of someone I care about tearing into me for doing the wrong thing, nor having my new sister grill me or walk out on me again.
I hope Belthazor found Piper and was able to reassure her that I'd be alright. I don't want her to be worried about me. She has got to be just as confused and betrayed about us having another sister and Grams keeping it from us.
How could Grams do that? How could she not tell us that we had another sister out there somewhere?
