At The Arms Hotel
Feb. 4th, 2006 03:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sensethevisionsPhoebe managed to keep her jaw clenched until she and Lana got back to the Suite. Once they got behind closed doors, Phoebe dropped down on the couch and flailed.
"I sang about vibrators!!!"
[[OOC: Anyone wanting to see Phoebe or Lana can come to the hotel. They're not going back into public again.]]
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"I sang about vibrators!!!"
[[OOC: Anyone wanting to see Phoebe or Lana can come to the hotel. They're not going back into public again.]]
Thread for Crowley
Thread for Anyone Else To See Phoebe and/or Lana
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Date: 2006-02-04 09:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-02-04 09:07 pm (UTC)*Bursts into Song...Again*
Do you hear the people sing
Singing the songs that make no sense
It is the music of the people
Who will not be seen again
When the beating of your heart
Echoes the beating of the drums
We're going to hide here in the Arms
Until tomorrow comes....
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Date: 2006-02-04 09:09 pm (UTC)Bet your bottom dollar that tomorrow
we can talk.
Just thinking about tomorrow
Clears away this terror and my sorrow
If it comes...
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Date: 2006-02-04 09:13 pm (UTC)I'll promise I'll believe
Talk to me...
But lock the door
So we can't leave...
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Date: 2006-02-04 09:18 pm (UTC)is the beat of our souls
and we stare out the windows
where we dare not go
And we hunger for speaking
without songs to flow
but there's no expectation
that this curse will go...
Lana looks exhausted by all of this.
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Date: 2006-02-04 09:25 pm (UTC)Sleep and I shall soothe you, calm you and protect you.
A cloth for your hot forehead
Then you'll feel
Everything's alright, yes, everything's fine.
And it's cool and the sheets smell sweet
For the fire in your head and feet.
Close your eyes, close your eyes, and relax
Think of nothing for awhile.
Close your eyes, close your eyes, and relax
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Date: 2006-02-04 09:28 pm (UTC)Or as normal as things ever get in Fandom.
After Lana Is Asleep --- Locked To Crowley
Date: 2006-02-04 09:55 pm (UTC)Although she was weary from all of the singing and dancing this afternoon, she bypassed the comfort of his bed and instead went into his main area. She sat in one of the chairs and drew her knees up to her chin. She was thinking about some of the things she had said to Lana.
Does anybody even notice
Does anybody even care? she sang softly.
Whatever weirdness that was going on had made her come face to face with a lot of things that were in her mind and her heart.
1) Cole was going out of her way to hurt her and tear her down. The first time had been last Saturday night...and then this morning when she caught him in bed with another woman. Right now, she was feeling a lot of anger and wrath for Cole. He had made her feel bad about seeking sanctuary and comfort from Crowley. Yet he was here, sleeping with another woman in the Suite they had made nice memories in. It was over, over again.
2) Crowley... she was wanting to be near him so badly and she was so confused about that. You just did not do things that she was thinking about with
demonsmen you did not love. She emphaticallly did not love Crowley in that way, so the things she was craving from him were very bad...probably a sin even.She sighed and found herself singing again. What in the hell was going on today?!
I see bad things arising.
I see blood and destruction,
My elimination because of one man.
Blood and destruction because of one man.
The stake we are gambling are frighteningly high!
He will crush me completely,
So like Cole before him, this Demon does lie.
For the sake of my sanity, to this Demon I must lie.
For the sake of my sanity, Crowley must never know
For the sake of my pride, he must never find out
For the sake of my Grace, he must never know how close
I am to giving up everything I am...
For Anyone Who Wants To See Phoebe Or Hang Out
Date: 2006-02-04 09:58 pm (UTC)Re: For Anyone Who Wants To See Phoebe Or Hang Out
Date: 2006-02-04 10:40 pm (UTC)"Phoebe!" she says with relief. "I wanted to talk to you - about... oh, lord," Kiki rubs her forehead. "I can't even think straight; do you know what Mr. Crowley, earlier, said -? (http://kikidelivers.livejournal.com/27835.html) "
Kiki halts, and the next words - well, you know the rest.
"Mother daid,
"Straight ahead,
Not to delay
or be misled."
I know I should heed
Her advice...
But Mr. Crowley's so nice.
And he told me things
Many beautiful things,
He never had told me before.
He's so tough to ask,
So I never had dared.
I had been so careful,
So I'd never be scared.
And he made me feel excited-
Well, excited that he cared.
And I know things now,
Many valuable things,
That I hadn't known before:
Do not put your faith
In a stake made of wood,
They will not protect you
From the dangers they should.
And take extra care with strangers,
Even flowers have their dangers.
And though demons are exciting,
Nice is different than good.
Kiki rolls her eyes, looking exasperated.
Re: For Anyone Who Wants To See Phoebe Or Hang Out
Date: 2006-02-05 12:39 am (UTC)Heaven bent to take my hand
And cast me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
Cole and I began with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carried on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know...
Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know ...
"This singing thing? Very annoying and painful."
Re: For Anyone Who Wants To See Phoebe Or Hang Out
Date: 2006-02-05 12:55 am (UTC)Take a minute girl come sit down
And tell me what's been happening
In your face I can see the pain
Don't try to convince me that you're happy
We've seen this all before
Dmones taking advantage of your passion
Because we've come too far
For you to feel alone
You don't let them walk over your heart
I'm telling you -
Girl, take a good look at yourself
They got you going through Hell
We ain't never seen you down like this
What you mean you don't need us to help?
We know each other too well
Whoaaaaaa.....yeah...yeah
Girl, I can tell you've been crying
And you're needing domebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell they've been lying
And pretending they're not demons and they love you
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we're you're girls
Don't you know that we love you?"
Kiki scrubs her hand over her face. "That 'we' includes Lana, just to be specific," she clarified. "Since the song wasn't."
[ooc: *headdesk* I can't believe I just had Kiki sing Destiny's Child...]
Re: For Anyone Who Wants To See Phoebe Or Hang Out
Date: 2006-02-05 12:59 am (UTC)She sighed.
Come into my solitude
though I weary be
Come into my solitude
dream along with me
Listen to the whispers sing
Listen to the singer shout
Come into my solitude
Sing along with me
Re: For Anyone Who Wants To See Phoebe Or Hang Out
Date: 2006-02-05 01:03 am (UTC)I loved him so much
And now Crowley pulls at me in ways
I can't define...
Daylight
See the dew on the sunflower
And a rose that is fading
Roses whither away
Like the sunflower
I yearn to turn my face to the dawn
I am waiting for the day . . .
Midnight
Not a sound from the pavement
Has the moon lost her memory?
She is smiling alone
In the lamplight
The withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan
Memory
All alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
I was beautiful then
I remember the time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again
Every streetlamp
Seems to beat a fatalistic warning
Someone mutters
And the streetlamp gutters
And soon it will be morning
Daylight
I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life
And I musn't give in
When the dawn comes
Tonight will be a memory too
And a new day will begin
Burnt out ends of smoky days
The stale cold smell of morning
The streetlamp dies, another night is over
Another day is dawning
Touch me
It's so easy to leave me
All alone with the memory...
Re: For Anyone Who Wants To See Phoebe Or Hang Out
Date: 2006-02-05 01:16 am (UTC)Kiki stands up and paces the room, pausing suddenly when she passed the French doors that led to the balcony. She takes a closer look.
"Phoebe," she begins. She didn't get to finish. At least, not with out the swell of music around her.
Your young demon in the park down there
When the men leave he is out of his head
When your eyes are closed again
You can see the mark of the violin
And he says they break the most beautiful things
But I hear violins...
Kiki turns. "It's Bel," she repeats unecessarily but far more concisely.
[ooc: Continued here (http://community.livejournal.com/fandomtownies/602136.html).